Unofficially Official

So, I've been toying around with the idea a bit lately and today, I've finally come to a decision: I am now on Dating Hiatus. Why the announcement and not just letting it happen quietly? Mostly for myself. It's like cheating, no one knows unless you announce it. Mostly, I have this strong sense of ennui when I think of the guys I've met lately and that is a big red alarm saying that I need to take a breather. I've also been wondering about the whole "finding the One" thing and relationships and marriage and all that and I'm not so sure of what I want or even who I want. I'm also not sure if I want whomever I would attract as a lifelong partner in my current state of affairs. I will, however, keep my current going-ons since I consider them friends first and snugglebuddies second. Am finding that I don't like working as a server. Bartending is fine. I enjoy that but serving is a whole 'nother animal. But this is good; it's motivating. I've sat down and sketched out the five-year plan in an Excel spreadsheet and actually put my goals into bite size pieces, complete with target completion dates, what about the project scares me or thrills me and quantifiable successes. So I guess I have something to occupy my life while I'm not dating. (I'm totally being facetious here.)PS-Why am I keeping a profile up on a personals site if I'm not dating? Blog addiction. Plus, I like Blogworld. Is it odd that my favorite people on a personals site are all women?